Vocals: April Bennett
Guitar and vocals: Bobby Gerbode
Music by Bobby Gerbode, Lyrics by April Bennett
Recorded and mixed by Andrew Coonrad - The Sound Store, Santa Cruz, CA
Lyrics
Everybody’s got a real cute answer
When I tell them things don’t feel right
Tell me that it’s gonna get better
But I ain’t so sure
Lately I’ve been mostly stayin’ put
No sudden movements, not gonna be a hero
‘Cause I don’t know if I tried to get up
That I even could
Alive, am I alive?
Well, I guess so, if you say so
‘Cause lately I’ve been feelin’ like there’s not much left
Except my memories and a bunch of words somebody else wrote
God, I hope that when we go, there’s nothin’ after
Don’t wanna see no light
Nobody waitin’, no divine answers
Just nothin’
And if I’m wasting my potential
Then I don’t wanna hear about it
‘Cause if I was truly meant for somethin’
Don’t you think I’d have figured it out by now?
Survive, will I survive?
Well, I don’t know, but I don’t think so
If I did, I guess I’d be the first
And whatever that’d be worth, I could say that I amounted to somethin’
I’m so tired of dyin’ day after day after day after day
But I’m a coward, so I guess I’ll just stay tired
Alive, am I alive?
Well, I guess so, if you say so
‘Cause lately I’ve been feelin’ like there’s not much left
Except my memories and a bunch of words somebody else wrote
